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Last 2011 evening with "Thursday"

2011-12-31T19:14:00.000-08:00

Spending my last 2011 evening with " Thursday" for shabu shabu and MJ's celebration.

Of course shit happen when we get together. Although on the way to meet them, i was damn frustrated and

angry about those foreigner in the train... But after meeting them, 气就消了...

Trying ah girl recommend- Steamboat. Adding in ingredients into each other pot when they

arent noticing haha. Putting in crabsticks without removing the plastic...

there will always be laughter and lame jokes

和尚in the house :)

Ending the 2011 gathering with some epic moments.

Ys walking slower than grandpa cause of the bloated stomach. 2 he shang with the middle finger point.

Singing Happy birthday with iphone candle application. And of course my leg cramp incident,

that make me really in pain and sweating for that period of time.

Pulling Yong seng's hair as i can't tolerate the pain... tt really scary when it happen when you are on the escalator...

Earlier Kimbap making session :)

雨晴天

2011-12-31T08:15:00.000-08:00

Haven been writing for so long. This is written specially for a friend of mine, one of the important person in my life :)

雨晴天

淋湿了一整夜
冲淡了原有的一切
人海茫茫瞬间变成无人的街
原有的快乐欢笑却突然改变
心中的呐喊没人能听见
心中的痛你又是否了解
纠缠在信任以及爱情的边缘
让我觉得心就要撕裂

让这场大雨抹去我心中的污点
雨过之后的晴天
破碎的心永远的结
我需要时间，可能永远
但我希望你能听见
我的心永远都不想对你说的
。。。再见

Family X'mas Party

2011-12-28T00:14:00.000-08:00

My grand nephew-Jayden

Look at the varieties of food on the table - Mushroom soup, spaghetti, salad , pizza ... etc

Not only we have got this table but also a bartender session if you like to have some alcohol- bombay sapphire with apple juice and ... not very sure. And of course some champagne too. Pizza freshly bake right on the spot too.

2 delicious cheesecakes; oreo cheescake and peach cheesecake made by feng qing jiejie with christmas decoration on it (Y)

Not forgetting the MUST for christmas, Turkey!!!

My dear feeding me turkey... So sweet!

Weiwei with his Turkey Drumstick haha

Kids are always excited for gift exchange...but not the adults. It really depends on your luck, forfeits are written on these bells and drums. If you are unlucky, no matter how old you still need to fullfill to what is written on the bells or drum. But if you are lucky, you may just exchange your presents right away:)

See how excited the kids are as compared to

the adults! haha Stress!!!haha

The gift that we have exchanged :)

Mini pool Challenged!

After unwrapping the presents we are all interested in this mini pool.

Not the kids but we the adults and we started challenging each other.

My component- Wang wang chan

My sister's component- the kids

Preparing for the countdown! Champagne!

Spreading my love by hugging everyone to say merry christmas

End our night with some photo taking session

Merry Christmas everyone :)

Photo credits to: Pearlchan

Crabbie X'mas 2011

2011-12-23T23:14:00.000-08:00

My beautiful ladies that i can't live without:)

Nights spent with them are really awesome and of course full of silly stuff.

As usual, people around us are always unchio-ing at the silly stuff we do or say.

Spilling the glass of water, looking for "pathma", playing open numbers and etc...

Although this year " Thursday" really have drifted apart but

they are still my strength that kept me motivated.

With them around, i can be myself, i can do as many stupid stuff i want,

i can feel the love that they gave to me.

Spreading my love with the christmas card i wrote to them :)

Pizza Special ...Duck... that simonne ordered which we all think that is not really that nice haha.

End up all start eating our pizza

The lucky girl who receive the one and only $5-$10 Christmas exchange present from steph haha.

We are really joker! We decided to play open numbers to decide who is the lucky one to get the presents.

P.s- steph has forgotten to tear off the price tags haha

Xin always cannot 忍 1, always等不及to...

she know what i mean (hinthint)

Mon and I bo chap face, continue eating our food

Here go a perfect shot taken by xin

After Pizza hut we decided to have some Ice-Cream for desert. First time, trying Cold Stone creamery.

The atmosphere there was really crazy haha. (Y)

The ice cream can be thrown here and there! And they really catch ut so well! Amazing!

After all these, Steph and I decided to walked to play Kinect but the rooms are all full. So we walked from Somerset to Orchard to have some H-toH talk. And here come my Karma, the birds revenge for Chin. I dio Birdshits right on my face! And of course the same procedure happened, steph took out her wet tissue just like how i gave it to chin the day before.

After wiping i started asking Steph stupid question about birds; Why don't birds have toilet so they will not shit on peoples' face. Do they have custom? What with they are illegal immigrant?

Ended the night with this line to steph

" This is all plan to entertain you "

Photo credits to: Simonne and Lixin

Happy Birthday to Junen!

2011-12-22T22:50:00.000-08:00

Junen, lasap Birthday boy

Joanne Kua with his victory pose

Look at the amount of food Jon, bin, Chin and Jo ordered...

My eyebags really cmi...

Our Bill...

(photos credits to : bulletthrough)

2011-11-28T08:05:00.002-08:00

你根本不了解

我们要用多少能量去过每一天

我恨！

每一天不断的激励自己

我不想每天都已泪水来收场

这里已经缺乏原有的温暖

你不准哭，你听到没有

HalloFlyer

2011-10-31T07:31:00.000-07:00

“And we put a fake smile to hide the pain, yet we wish someone
would look closely enough and see how broken we really are inside.”

Really so interested in this fright fest but no one wants to accompany me in :(

O'leary for dinner- ambiance was really good

Limited edition - Halloween photo from me

当你努力达到顶峰时，你见到的是前所未有见过的漂亮景色。

但却没发现在你眼中好多事物开始变得视而不见...变得好渺小。

2011-10-08T13:14:00.001-07:00

我到底在做什么！不能越陷越深，谁能告诉我我现在做的到底是对还是错！怎么办该停止了吗。。。

A "Loud" night

2011-10-07T12:05:00.000-07:00

5 min before the Loud Festival concert start, the concert hall is still not even half occupied haha. And so as usual concert got delayed for about 35 minutes. Yeobo and i almost fell asleep with our hungry stomach. Those negative thoughts like how boring the concert might be keep flashing through my mind. But as the light dimmed off, supporters still show their supports.

Taiwanese indie-rock band Sodagreen was the first to hype up the Indoor Stadium's atmosphere with a mixture of their favourite hits and also a new song in their upcoming album 喜欢寂寞 (i kinda love this song). 青峰 with his unique voice and humorous way of 冷场 and interview really draw my attention to them. Got kinda high after the first song they sing but after that i become so ...

Followed up by 温岚 who impressed me with her powerful vocal. But initially i still doubt she is lip-singing. Those concertogers sang along the famous hits that she have sang 蓝色雨，祝我生日快乐，傻瓜. After that you can see lots of people going for toilet breaks.

After about 45 mins, here come what every concertgoers is waiting for Jay chou. He really hyped up the whole concert atmosphere to the fullest! His amazing piano-playing skills, his way of bringing out thw whole "Loud Concert" really amuse me! This is my very first time watching his concert and he did impressed me. really a 传奇音乐人物. I always thought he is very cool but he teased to his fans.

“不管什么八卦绯闻，或是我结婚了，你们都会支持我吧”

“还要不要听我多10年”

and all the replies are "YEA!!" (Touched)

Apart from improvising the lyrics in his songs, He also performed an improvised and original version of his debut song. (Y)

A "Loud" night spend with love ones:)

2011-10-06T10:51:00.000-07:00

有人对我说过“旋律像诗般美”就是我名字的含义。可能就是这样我一直很喜欢用文字来表达我自己，一直都很喜欢乱乱写东西。纸和笔就像是我诉苦的工具。曾经灵感来了，我很快的就能把我脑里浮现的文字一个个的组成美丽带有含义的句子。但最近，不管我怎么拼我怎么努力我就是写不出任何东西。

是人长大了吗，是我没动笔的关系吗。。。？脑里每天都会浮现很多很多东西，一旦写不出来就好像整个脑袋快爆开似的，感觉好无阻，不知道我可以和谁诉苦。我知道可能会有人觉得我描述得很夸张，但每个人都有自己想要表达自己的方式吧。

一直以来我一直很努力的笑着...
疲惫的心又有誰能真正感受得到
要是我累了，真的累了。
會有哪個肩膀能讓我靜下心來，徹徹底底的歇一會兒，甚麼都不想。。。
要是我想找個人訴苦
打開電話簿，又會是誰不顧任何時候都會讓我發泄我自己的情緒，聽我把心中的委屈說完

这是我不久前写的，但我感觉不到任何含义。。
也有人对我说我不是人累了，而是心累了
有时我真的看不到人间的色彩。。。
看见幸福的人，我真心的祝福但却不想在他们幸福的人生，做一个干涉他们一点幸福时间的佩角
看见忙碌的人，我也不想让自己变成他们的负担
。。。
可能就是一直不停的笑，自己也忘了哭的感觉。好像痛痛快快的哭一场。我不想每晚入睡时，都有眼泪来收场。。。

遇到开心的事我们可以自然的笑但遇到不开心的事你每次都会哭吗遇到不顺心会忍有多少不开心的事被我们放在心里无从释放

Prawning with Vc-clique

2011-10-05T11:38:00.000-07:00

Brave Dom poking sticks into those prawns

Mission Complete Pose by Chua Min Ho

Junen with his girly pose-start fire

Our achievements with lots of Salt. New way of eating prawn but cruel at the same time

New Experience with Vc- Clique today. Tried my first time Prawning with them. 耐性 is really the key for prawning. From cuting real life worms to BBQ our achievements all you need is patience. Awesome night despite the "cat incident" that make me so shag after our saboteur game at the new Bishan park mac :)

Treating my love ones

2011-10-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

Treat my beloved one to Popeyes instead of Arnolds. My first pay treat to them :)

Zoo trip 26/9/11

2011-09-26T10:41:00.000-07:00

Zoo is becoming more and more like botantical garden...

Monkeys having S_X! lol

cute fun couple i met today Joelene and Matthias

had a great day with Josette, Joelene and Matthias in the zoo (although we only knew each other for 1 daybut i can conclude they are fun people)

more photos:

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150852034665347.751968.568670346&type=3

Abduction

2011-09-24T11:18:00.000-07:00

Ever since year 2 of our poly life “Thursday” has really drift apart. From meeting up once every Thursday to currently once a month…

Sneek Preview for our first army boy in the house!

Caught “Abduction” with the love ones today after the impromptu small birthday celebration for Bill. ( Only realize Bill’s Birthday is 2 days apart when I am preparing to leave-fail to be a friend man).Is been a long time since we watched late night movie. I guessed the last late night movie we watched was Iron-man.

Synopsis:

For as long as he can remember, Nathan Harper (Taylor Lautner) has had the uneasy feeling that he’s living someone else’s life. When he stumbles upon an image of himself as a little boy on a missing persons website, all of Nathan’s darkest fears come true: he realizes his parents are not his own and his life is a lie, carefully fabricated to hide something more mysterious and dangerous than he could have ever imagined.

Just as he begins to piece together his true identity, Nathan is targeted by a team of trained killers, forcing him on the run with the only person he can trust, his neighbor, Karen (Lily Collins). Every second counts as Nathan and Karen race to evade an army of assassins and federal operatives. But as his opponents close in, Nathan realizes that the only way he’ll survive – and solve the mystery of his elusive biological father – is to stop running and take matters into his own hands.

Frankly speaking, I don’t quite get the story but I was quite interested of what gonna happen next. Can’t deny from the start of the movie I kept looking at “Karen’s eye brown” it was really thick that I told ah girl when she asked about my opinion of Taylor Lautner(His side profile is really good-looking.)

Going to throw 3.6/5 popcorns for this.

Happy 20th Birthday Josette!

2011-09-20T09:41:00.000-07:00

Is been really a long time ever since our clique met up. This time round merged clique birthday party for josette!

Heart to Heart session :)

cheeky couple <3

Great awesome night spend with poly friends. And of course awesome double hot chocolate at Coffe bean to end my night. Thanks Jo!

Start our week with...

2011-09-06T05:50:00.000-07:00

An awesome night spent with “JOYURIE”. We started our Monday night with Super Show 3D movie. It was really our first time experience such a noisy and crazy cinema, with all the fans shouting with their lightstick , shouting and screaming for 80-minute. But is quite disappointed that they cut short the movie. The show will be perfect if the crazy and annoying fangirl is omitted. This 3D concert movie definitely has allows us to experience and “enjoy” the concert in a different way.

Mark your Date with Angel

2011-09-04T08:55:00.000-07:00

2011-08-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

Tone Down so much this time...

fail attempt for brighter colour once again...

Ah girl and Ah boy first kiss

2011-08-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

Have our awesome babi kill at bill's house.

Thursday's rule- guys will always do the job. Girls just wait and eat.

and of course as usual, we did stupid stuff; yongseng, boy having their mini concert. satay mashmallow that i stuff in everyone mouth when they don't notice. Bio-ing S&Z life and ka jiao-ing the couples haha.

Life with thursday (Y)

Happy National Day Singapore!

2011-08-09T06:00:00.000-07:00

My funpack

Went to watch National Day preview with my love ones. Thanks to my cousin for offering 4 tickets to us. Is been a long time ever since I went to experience this wonderful night. This is also the first year I have watched NDP four time repeatedly.

National Day Parade 2011 had a really good concept to begin with – the linkage between the MTV “in a heartbeat” we’ve been watching being brought to life on stage. It was no doubt a really good idea and concept. Audiences are able to draw parallels between what they’ve been watching to what they’re watching. The series of performances depicted in a form of a musical of a father with the age with Singapore telling his son the Singapore’s spirit and how his mother has taught him, is so different from the past years performances to remind Singaporeans of how Singapore first came about and how important it is to appreciate what we have today.

The props are awesomely made. Plots are good although the ending is sad. But the whole parade ended with the Fireworks which is incredibly beautiful and thousands or millions of people reciting the pledge and singing the national anthem. I am really proud to say I am a Singaporean!

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Fariz's Birthday

2011-07-24T22:56:00.000-07:00

Special Birthday cake for Fariz

Fossil wallet as birthday present

"We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly only by embracing each other."
-lucian de crescenzo

It Ends Here...

2011-07-23T00:01:00.000-07:00

Magic continues from an international best selling book to a awesome phenomenon motion movie ever since 10 years ago. From Harry potter and the sorcerer’s stone to Harry Potter and the Deathly hallows 2. All of us grew up with Harry Potter. From the book to the movie to the cast you can see how they have grown and improved. From part 1 to the last movie, the awesome motion effects that have been shown in the movie was really awesome.

Went to catch the last Harry Potter and the Deathly hallows 2 with “Thursday”. Although, the ending was expected and average but I did teared for the movie. Really felt so touched while Harry knows the truth of Professor Snape dying for him . And how devoted Snape was towards Harry’s mum Lily.10 years, many have died for Harry Potter to protect this boy who have fought so bravely from the beginning to the end while facing the dark lord voldemort .

After the deathly hallows,

It all ends

What can we expect next year?

Ultimate trailer from 2001-2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRW2BQgCU-A

2011-07-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

"Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is before you can meet again. And meeting again after a moment or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends." - Richard Bach

Doodle night

2011-06-20T01:30:00.000-07:00

Nights when we can't sleep= do something silly and crazy.

From beating of forehead to doodle face

Contestant NO1- Siao Nana

Contestant No 2- Sway Sa Sa

Contestant No 3 - Yeobo Yaya

Amara hotel korea dinner

2011-06-19T09:10:00.000-07:00

On the Way to Amara Hotel for our first Korea dinner with 2nd mummy

Busy with apple products

2011-05-15T10:45:00.000-07:00

“Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”

— Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

在我心里，我不再恨你了

I am proud to say i am once your girl.

每一年的今天

2011-03-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

我一直以为我很坚强，但是每当我遇到关于你的事

我发现原来我什么都不是。。。

因为你的出现，因为你对我做过的一切

不管我多么想忘了你

我都做不到

因为你，我感受到我自己很可悲

也因为你我再也无法把百分之百的真心交给任何一个人了

每天都路过记忆的街

回忆起你曾陪我走过的一切

每个角落都烙印着你留给我最甜蜜的回忆

你告诉我，我得用多大的努力才能换取你在我心里完全释放的那天

我真的一直很努力很努力的相信

时间会冲淡一切

尽量不去想关于你任何的事情

不过不管我多么努力

就算我痛得留下眼泪

你永远都不会听到我真心的一面。。。

每年的今天你知道我得用多大的努力

去说一句 ...生日快乐

SS3

2011-01-30T23:27:00.000-08:00

went to SS3 with jo, meimei and lydia. Really thanks lydia for Q-ing up for the tickets.

the show was really so awesome that i can't get over with it for 2 weeks. And my awesome mei mei got Donghae spec is like omg omg omg!

Birthday celebration with "Thursday"

2011-01-29T10:20:00.000-08:00

我一直认为真正朋友是不需要用言语来表达你所要表达的东西。一个简单的动作，一种感觉你就知道对方的心情。

I seriously don't know what am I to do if Iwouldn't have met "Thursdays". I am so grateful that we are still close and hope this lasts 4eva.

-quoted from Steph

our food

the two that cant wait to start

total cost $56

2 same flavor birthday cake this year. This is how much my loves one know me even my taste bud. <3

yong seng choose 1 :)

11 years of friendship

Pool after zi char!

Thanks Steph for knowing me so well. Wish me for the best and back to the lame "sa"

your hug is my motivation:)

Thanks friend for making my night so wonderful.

i can't live without you guys!

More photos

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=568670346&aid=617029

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=575732170&aid=279785

2011-01-25T07:19:00.001-08:00

Present!

People i cant live without

ABC CHART

http://thefaithinmi.blogspot.com/2010_01_01_archive.html

Is impossible for me to post all your wishes here but here are some of the special ones

(Pearl made this for me<3)

(Simonne's skype handrawn wishes)

Xiao bin:)

Thanks for all the surprises!

Happy Birthday to me!

2nd mummy birthday celebration

2011-01-20T08:44:00.000-08:00

My birthday celebration start off with the celebration at 2nd mummy house:)

was trick by pearl to go there and help her with some "globe" project

My grand niece was the spoiler of the whole celebration as when i was helping her to bathe

she ask me secretly " shiyun yiyi , isit shiyuan yiyi birthday today why got cake" haha

then i was asked to head down to buy the materials from "laoshi"

which i strongly refuse cause "laoshi" got cat!!!

but was force to go down...

after that i began to help out with the globe things

and they surprise me with the birthday cake right after

aston boy boy was so cute. he thought that is his birthday :)

really appreciate every year without fail they celebrate my birthday with me

i love you guys <3

11/1/11

2011-01-11T11:25:00.001-08:00

Like what mon say another year has past, is the 6th year without fail we celebrate this day together.

Yet another 11.01! And you're the best i could ever ask for, love you girl! 6 years of friendship and counting! ♥ Thank you for your super cute build-a-bear-workshop-shoe, hehehe. Seriously, only you will think of all these nonsense.

-Quoted from mon:)

We have seriously gone through alot to hold on to our this friendship especially sec 2 year

I cant deny she knows me very well, in any area of my life.

Due to each of our busy schedule, is very hard for us to meet very often. So once we meet we will be like two ji za po talking non stop!

I really did enjoyed myself today despite ...

Thanks for the listening ears today, if not i will still be EMO-ing

Merry Kissmas To You!

2010-12-26T11:41:00.000-08:00

Part 2

"Lamest" Overnight party at Jasmine and kelvin house (24-25/12/10)

Annually Lamest Gathering have been on like for years!

This year not only we the lamest are busy for this gathering buying games chips food and all that ... our parents are the one who is the busiest to make this gathering a success

Special thanks to

my mum and
Serene Sharon Slyvester's mum

For buying the ingredient for our steamboat

Jasmine and Kelvin's mum

For cooking the soupbase and cleaning up

Our steamboat!

See the ingredients we have all thanks to my mum and 3S mum

Ingredients: squid, chicken, pork, prawn, vegeatble, tofu, and etc...

is better than the outside steamboat haha

The steamboat last for more then 3 hours

see the process

our steamboat super kua zhang

Lamest guys and ladies

see how happy the guys are , when it comes to Xbox (ivan incharge to bring)

Games (that we played)

My new card game that i am in charge to buy (fun thinking game)

Monopoly Deal and of course the Must practice gambling ( blackjack , in between and etc...)

Who has the biggest mouth ???

Don Vs KEl who can stuff the most grapes in their mouth

Kel choke on 1 and he puke out 10++ grapes infront of us (disgusting)

Don the winner who can stuff 19 grapes in his mouth and there is still space available OMG

Cupcakes from coffee bean

Other food and stack that we have

Pizza hut
log cakes
chips
and etc

Drinking game

was really suspecting that Don's house was a bar haha

he brought all these wine from his house and we tried almost all of them

Punishment : absolut apeach + spike 1 cup share with 3 loser. But ended up all drank

The others are jus for enjoyment haha

Red wine cheers!!!

Can you believe this is taken like 8am in the morning. we spent our whole night playing drinking laughing laming haha.

And initially the bed was occupied by 7 of us!

as usual the crazy us!!!

(will not be able to celebrate new yr eve with them as i will not be in singapore):)

Mpre pictures visit:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?fbid=10150350891725584&id=567625583&aid=598920

to be continue PART 3 2ND mummy house celebration...

Merry Kissmas To You!

2010-12-26T11:11:00.001-08:00

Have been really busy with school works this month that i broke down twice. Wanted to blog but i couldn't find my time to do so. But thanks friends, that brought me through this tough december (you know who you are)

Will start my first dec post with my Christmas Celebration with my different clique. There will be 2 different set of pictures:)

Part 1 22/12/10

Crabbie's Christmas Celebration

My "Forever" clique

ate at Pizza hut

Look at our lovely photos without ah girl haha

Look at their face haha
xin envy with the present i bought for steph!

Infront of Camera VS Behind the scene

cause ah girl was "unhappy" with xin $7.90 earpiece haha

Gift Exchange

(Finalise)

Ah Girl - Lixin's $7.90 Earpiece
Steph-Alyssa's Bottom up card
Xin- Ah girl's artistic cup
YS- Steph's staple remover (croc) and Lighter
Me-Ys's Most ex tigger CUP

They went to watch latenight movie and drinking = when i went back home to entertain all Chocostation... the whole night

was so disappointed and guilty to leave early due to my heavy workload so my night with them end here...

tHE END!

2010-11-11T07:48:00.000-08:00

11.11 mark the end of my 6 years foolish act...

a day my dream shattered into pieces

That day when i get back the V ball from you, my heart really hurt. i just feel like walking aimlessly and cry...

From today onwards i will not act like a fool , be so naive that thinks of the "possible"

i will never choose something that you like to be my topic of my work

i will never look at my phone waiting for ur sms or calls

i will never chat with you when i am bored

i will never let you occupy my heart so deep that i couldnt let you go...

is been 6 years ... everything is just me being a naive kid waiting for something that will not end up what i expected.

there will be no U in Me

although forgetting someone that i felt deeply in love for 6 years is so hard that i never think it might be... but i shall end here...

tHE END!

Kpop night concert !

2010-10-24T09:55:00.001-07:00

thanks Chinzheng for sending 2 of my fav to my email !!!

Have been waiting for 23/10 ever since we knew there is this concert

didnt know it came out so well

worth the Q-ing

even infinite and the boss (D.NA) ZE.A really impress me with their dance voice and the amount of fans they have:)

Standing up like nobody business , shouting like crazy woman , standing on the chair that what i have done last night

started of with 1 of my favourite band F.T island and ended with my new favourite band Big Bang

Shinee is a disappointment to me , jong is not here , performance is just average ...

guys , man guys and etc when SNSD was out , they are just like we girls !!! shouting , standing on chairs :)

Big Bang impressed me alot ! their looks , dance , song , the way they perform and how they bring out the atmosphere (Y)

next is SS3 haiz must spend money again :(

2010-10-22T09:50:00.001-07:00

I am feeling so terrible right now...

I could not cry out even though i really feel like doing so...

My hearts hurt ???

is over now ? everything is over now...

i cant describe how i feel now !!!

11.11 is coming real soon...

When 11.11 comes ... i will erase you from my memories ...

Happy Birthday Mum !

2010-10-08T11:36:00.000-07:00

Miss Daisy Ng :)

The 1 and only 1 cake that my sister and i decorated at icing room for mummy

Plus a stalk of Daisy

Happy Portrait :)

Yesterday and Today

2010-10-02T11:09:00.000-07:00

went to Wild Honey with my Nieces , Nephew-in-law and my Grand Niece. We were suppose to meet at 6.15pm but my sister and I decided to spend our afternnon to do some window shopping and of course our usual Heart-to-Heart talk aboutour "milo". I do not want her to follow my footsteps but seem like she is following. Having to say, i can only tell her my past experience...

Wild Honey a rustic and cosy looking restaurant. It is a new diningconcept offering an all day breakfast menu. Once you entered , it will give you a feeling of you are at some Euporean Country having your breakfast. The walls are made ofbricks ,with the dimlight and the setting of the whole restaurant it therefore create acosy ambiance.

more Pictures at

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=15282668&fbid=10150286861830347&id=568670346

Brought daddy to Xin wang Hong Kong Cafe , is his first visit , But after all he still prefer Asian Kitchen.

discussing about what to eat

My awesome September

2010-09-29T10:24:00.000-07:00

September was a busy andawes
ome month for me . Even though i am still busy with my mooncake packaging ...

FranJess Wedding (18/9/10)

went to Maijie's house to spend the last "single" night with the bride. I will never forget that night. Maijie (my 2nd mummy) spenther night preparing for her daughter wedding. I cried under the blanket . She called us to sleepat 2am in the morning as we are suppose to wake up 4.30 in the morning to make up and etc. As for her , she isstillbusy making tea and some materials which are necessary for tomorrow. And i saw her talking to 神主排 of her husband who died few months ago. she didnt say anythingbut just stared with tears. I felt that she has so much to sayto him but istoo late.

The wedding went well and FranJesswere reallysurprised after the"superstar" MV that we have make for them.

(videos can be found in my fb , as for photos i have not yetreceive)

JOJO 19th Birthday (20/9/10)

(went back to school with Wanie for packaging)

(world only 1 Jocake )

Our Clique is really bad at "surprises" butbutbut this time round Jo really didnt expect our birthday surprise for her . Went to Kbox, took Neoprints and pastamania. will never forget Chin (adam lambert )- Miracle haha

Crabbie day !(22/9/10)

(when we are all in this together )

(Mon keep saying we have the same smile)

(cheers!)

(Crazy things that me and xin will always do )

Is been a long long time ever since crabbie last met. I know that because we are so busy we neglected each other and so we all have the "drift" apart feeling. But acutually we are not. When we are together we are as crazy as ever. i really appreciate the time we have spend tgt even a simple dinner. Aston that night was really a RA 1 haha . especiallyMon"rollar coaster " haha Orgo drinking at Esplanade roof top was a romantic 1 haha.Steph was so drunk haha that she has forgotten Xin , Mon rashes all over the body haha.

I love Crabbie !

Next will be our oversea trip :) looking forward

Mooncake Packaging ended (23/9/10)

Have been working on this project for months from August till September from Local to Asia

was really pleased to win the local competition. And ofcourse topartner with a Awesome senior. But i was really disappointed when Mr Gan say about my write out :(

Bedok Stay 23/9/10-28/9/10

Result slip

was not really please with my result :(

Ah Brand 18th Birthday (29/9/10)

tried my first Ebiboshi at Illuma with Brandon , Zhuo Nian and Joey. i was really impress by their high tech way of ordering the food. The pen especially and the menu haha. Although is my first time to hang out with ZhuoNian and Joey but we have lots of fun and chitchatting :)

Joey teaches my sister and I some Korea and the "Frog" thingie i think i will remember it for life !

and i was really very touch when i opened out the present that brand give me for my belated birthday present :)

He cooked for me :) his first attempt of egg spaghetti . that well he is late . so sweet !

Happy Birthday my awesome bro !

(my omelette spaghetti bro cooked :))

2010-09-20T11:52:00.000-07:00

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
歌放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进
词不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
转我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫
自（歌词转自音魁网 www.inkui.com）
音明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
魁我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
网该如何整理幸福在手里
ｉ我恨自己无能为力
ｎ（歌词转自音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｋ明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
ｕ我假装不在意反而痛了自己
ｉ多痛都可以不能没有你
· 只想永远永远爱你
ｃ你知不知道我也没关系
ｏ（歌词转自音魁网 www.inkui.com）

2010-09-08T11:49:00.000-07:00

My mood is so AWESOME today .

wake up in the afternoon to pack the mess that i have created this semester

i promise my mum i will clear up the mess when holiday and ... excuses and excuses

and i finally cleared everything today .

Status messy to untidy haha

met josette to have dinner at prata house

like what always happen if u eat with jo

the table will be full of food !!!

we had 1 mushrm chesse ,1 egg onion , 1 banana chocolate , 1 cheese egg , 1 plain , 1 egg , 1 mutton masala , 1 chicken murtubak and 3 ice milo dinosaur and of course we wasted food again

haha after that we walked here and there just to find some night activities that we can do

and we bus-ed 166 to amk k box

sang from 11-2 at of course i just got home =)

but have a awesome day today with everything fully packed !

jk poppy night today !

and is just $24 for 3 people for 4 hours

AWESOME AWESOME!

2010-09-05T10:48:00.000-07:00

Have you heard of this ?

To comprehend the value of 1 year ,just ask the students who failed to pass their entrance exam

To comprehend the value of 1 month , just asked a mother who gave birth to a premature baby

To comprehend the value of 1 week , just ask the editor of the weekly magazine

To comprehend the value of 1 hour ,just ask the lovers who are waiting to meet

To comprehend the value of 1 min , just ask the passengers who missed their stop on the train

To comprehend the value of 1 second , just asked the person who managed to avoid an accident in time

To comprehend the value of 1 tenth second , just asked the person who ended with the silver olympics medal

The hands of the clock will continue ticking

Therefore, treasure every moment you have and treat today as the utmost gift you’ll have

(yuuki)

2010-09-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

那条路走啊走啊走啊总要回家
两只手握着晃啊晃啊舍不得放
你不知道吧后来后来我都在想
跟你走吧管它去哪呀

这杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麽伤感
世界太复杂你说单纯很难
我当然都明白

可是啊只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

2010-09-04T14:08:00.000-07:00

Can anyone tell me am i foolish ?

spending years .................................................

2010-09-04T13:49:00.000-07:00

2 news to update !

2 good news but yet tough process

First , i am really so happy that my mooncake packaging is in the winning entry :)heard from him that most of the winning entry is from NYP well done guys. my hardwork didnt pay of .But i did felt guilty for not being able to help much . Thanks to the ID senior ,Weibin that i have been working with .

my Mooncake Packaging

Q was so Terrible and chaotic

Secondly, i have my first try of being a hardcore fangirl . Q-ing for kpop concert is like a nightmare to me . Squeezing among the crowd just make me out of breath. but after all we have to blame the organisation for not planning properly. Giving random Q number is so wrong . putting up barricades but not welly planned is a reductant move.

spend almost 24 hours there .

And worst come to worst when we reached home around 6am in the morning we cannot open our door and i can only bathe and settle down when is like 8 something .

Thanks to josette and Chinyu we got our tickets :)

this show that our hardwork didnt pay off

but " worth it ?" i cant deny i didnt really very the 100 % must go urge so i am the only want keep having the "give up " mood . But after trying our best for so long is not worth to give up.

2010-08-31T10:52:00.000-07:00

Recently , i have been busy with my mooncake packaging competition and work.

I did felt that i have neglect alot of things in my life ...

My family , my friends and my own time .

My holidays have been in this routine " sch -work-sleep.sch-work-sleep"

I am really tired of this .

People around me , has always been asking , why am i so busy

I don't know .

I am so sorry for my loves 1 , my family and friends .

Really sorry !

2010-08-26T11:12:00.001-07:00

风筝风筝在空中飞翔无拘无束在空中起舞她可以跟云恋爱跟小鸟恋爱跟其他风筝恋爱她总是抱怨命运掌握在别人手里得不到真爱可是她却总是忽略了一个永远陪伴在她身边的对她最好的

2010-08-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

你们告诉我，我错了吗

冷战了几天。。。还要继续吗。这是我想要得吗？

看着这几天他们低声细语，什么都顺着我

我呢除了他们问我的问题，不如我都不会和他们说话。就算和他们说话我也不会跟他们有任何眼神的交流。我。。。错了吗？？？

我只是不希望他们成为。。。。

所以才会生气，我想他们也知道

因为我的生气，他们这几天也不开心。。。

我到底因该怎么办。。。原谅吗？

然后又让他们重犯

我自己也很矛盾。。。

好难过哦。。。

越来越觉得孤单。。。沉静在一个人的世界。。。

2010-08-25T11:12:00.000-07:00

is been a long long time since i last blogged

Have been Emo-ing these few days .

Quarrell with my Daddy and Mummy or i should say we are having cold war

so we have not been talking for days .

is 26 Aug 2.19 now

i do not know how to describe my feeling now

am i just tired of everyday routine ? Going to sch , work home sleep , sch work slp

Is just so boring to me or in another word NO LIFE

having myself to be stuck in the competition life is just FML

i cant say that i am really that Busy but sometime i just have nothing to do and yet i need to go back to sch everyday so that i do not feel guilty.

The senior that i am working with , did not scold me for coming sch so late did not scold me for leaving early . This made me even more Guilty

sometime i question myself did i even do anything for this competition ?

I don't know

All i know is i just want this to end asap , i don't want to go back to sch and be in the classrm doing nth for hours . I hate

Feel like crying ... :'(

2010-07-02T12:18:00.000-07:00

最近我想我真的不是很开心

我发现我慢慢的厌倦生活，厌倦学校，厌倦一切的一切。。。

这个星期，我熬的很辛苦。。。真的很辛苦

很多时候，我查一点就撑不住了

不够睡，没胃口吃。。。

因为这些因素加上功课已几功课外的压力

让我觉得好辛苦好无阻好孤单

让我真的控制不了我的情绪，让我崩溃。。。完完全全的崩溃

“这不像你”这句话一直烙印在我脑海里。反反复复的一直重复着。。。

像我怎样才像我。。。我变得好乱哦

我一直很像哭，不过都压印着

我想我需要一些时间，我需要调整回我的心情，我的情绪

不管怎样，不能影响别人，不管内心有多么不好受。。。都要笑着去面对。。。

如果可以我希望我可以有一个依靠。。。

2010-06-17T09:27:00.000-07:00

Did this For Gwen after i heard the gd news !
This is the Draft 1 , The real 1 is with Message :)

2010-06-13T09:18:00.000-07:00

These Few Days am like World cup Fans chasing World cup
Watched England Vs USA yester at around 230am
and was really disappointed to see how they played

woke up 3 today
and decided to bring daddy out to town to have our dinner at Asian Kitchen
Is been really a long long time ever since we bring daddy out to town area
or should i say we have never did tt
We travelled by Mrt rather than Cars
feel so Great
Remind me of the Past
when Daddy and mummy always bring us out to Parkway Parade , Zoo , Birdpark ....
looking at Daddy's back , felt that time flies . He is getting older and older each Day
suddenly felt like crying though , when i looked at his back ...

P.s Dad i Really love u ! i Promise i Really Do :)

2010-06-07T10:09:00.000-07:00

Seriously i am slowly entering the K world

with all these bands

1st Super junior

2nd Ukiss

3rd Shinee (initially is because of yooguen i am so interested in Hello baby but after all i fell in love with Shinee omg )

(rank is not in order )

(all these began with the variety show , full house , ukiss vampire and Hello baby ) - Thanks to Josette and Chinyu

Because of them , my sister also fell in love with all these band

From someone who doesnt know anything about Kpop stuff to someone who knows at least 3 bands . Listening to K stuff

Is just so not me

hahah Maybe months down the road u will see me cosplay (jk cant imagine )

2010-06-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

Have a Great shot with Mon and Steph today for my journey Project

went over to Potong Pasir Park (which is cemetery initially) instead of Punggol Beach Field

Planned to meet at 3.30-4 ended up meeting them at 5.30

the scenery there + the sunlight = awesome shoot i had

Thanks to an uncle who suggested to us how to shoot (maybe he is a well known Photographer?)

This is the very first time, my sister says my work is nice and she insisted me to take one photoshoot for her

i felt so gd ever since last thursday indesign

Today shot was only Part 1

there is more to go =)

2010-06-01T10:36:00.000-07:00

Finally finish our Window display for L'occitane "Honey comb "

Quite satisfied with what jon and i have done

although is not up to our expectation ...

coughing , flu , sore throat = terrible

stayed at home entire day , after slping 6 hours , i still felt so tired and drowsy ...

why even i dream of u , when i am sick ?

2010-05-28T17:58:00.000-07:00

Is 9.04 now , early in the morning , i just reached home like less than half an hour .

Spending my whole night at Jo's house with jon,wanie,diana and evelyn to chiong for our window Display ! . Seriously , i am so tired and shag now . When i was bathing just nw my head is spinning . so scary man !

things aren't going my way lately . just so unlucky !!!

Hate man . things are so hectic nowadays too =(

yesterday was a busy day , went to meet jon buy materials then jo house off to steph party home QQ hse then back to JO house

so sorry to steph , late for her party like last to reach but 1st 1 to leave ! really sorry hope u like wadever we have done to u . especially ur jiejie ! must love her !

she sms me for ideas and all those ...

And i am so happy tt after so long Crabbie finally unite !

thanks monmon mimi for sending me back home

but i was like an idiot shouting kicking the door to ask my uncle to open the freaking door , tried the front door but i have no strength to pull

so i call for help

and went to QQ house to bathe

...

i am going to slp now ! a short nap , and will be meeting jon later ... to continue !

night people !

2010-05-27T11:34:00.000-07:00

today is just not my day !

kana shhot nag nb my lecturer

when can i get things right

no more mistakes !

most importantly ,learn frm my mistakes !

thanks peep for helping , comforting , hugging .... ME =)

2010-05-25T11:47:00.000-07:00

对我来说“最美的话”实在太很宝贵，所以我一直舍不得说。

就是因为不舍得说，可能会变成以后都不能说的话。

但最少希望它不会变成，说出来令人不喜欢，不开心的话

2010-05-24T10:51:00.001-07:00

i am actually very grateful and happy today !

Seriously after so many years ... i finally went ....

to Steph and those who i told this before .

i finally went ...

and the results are Normal . Nothing bad !

Thanks to those who have tell me to face it , rather than running away from the fact !

i felt so relief when i hear the results ...

Have been watching You're beautiful lately and i am really addicted to it . After so long , that i have controlled myself from being to addictive ! And rushing Shows like mad !

I have no idea why this show have caught my eye .

Everyday it just remind me of .. when i watch it .

Questioning myself why shouldnt i just let u go as easy as anything else.

Told chin tt day when she asked me .

i replied her " if could not let anyone into my heart , if i didnt let go of u . No one could just caught my eye ":(

...

EMO night !

2010-05-23T09:59:00.000-07:00

因为我选择的人连痛苦也很幸福

你只要回头看我一眼我就很幸福

直到他爱的人出现为止

我只会待在你身边

因为能付出我的爱就很幸福

再也没奢求

现在你一伸手就可以碰到的地方

你一呼唤随时

可以听见的那个地方

我会一直留在那里因为我爱你

因为我是笨蛋

2010-05-22T13:05:00.000-07:00

Credits to Chin ! photos wil be upload by her soon !

thanks to my camera (no memory ! so i could not shoot any photos but i managed to take some videos will upload soon too !)

I Really had a GREAT and AWESOME night with CHIN !

to SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG concert ! Seriously罗志祥的演唱会好看惨了!

we reached the stadium half an hour before it starts ! and the Q there was really shocking .

Being 2 country pumpKIM there we Toured around to find out which Entrance we should head to. And finally we managed to find our entrance !

Bought 2 BLUE lightstick which Chin is still playing now (4.16am)haha

and we head in to our seat =)

took some photos and chit chatting and all of a sudden the lights went off and everyone started shouting ! and of course we also shouted !

3D effects shown on screen

it started of with all high music !

We get so high seriously ! (design students should go and watch concert more often as i find out is the best way to release stress )

after 3-4 songs , the mood change ! it become so sentimental that all of a sudden i become so emotional . Feel like crying i also dunno why .

$151 really WORTH IT ! i didnt regret of making this decision to go and watch !

with @bulletthrough !really have a AWESOME night

Show luo really Amazing !

2010-05-21T11:58:00.000-07:00

Friends are really important to me

Especially to u guys , u know who u guys are .

First ,

sorry, i know i have been saying sorry so often that i began o hate myself for not meeting u guys up . Read some of the archives of the time we have really spend , no matter where we go , even just a simple dinner can just brighten up our mood . But things are changing , the time we spent together is getting lesser and lesser and the opportunity to meet is like harder and harder .

But you guys know , u really mean alot to me .

I hate to promise u guys that maybe i will come but end up things held up , hate to break ur promises .

I'm sorry friends for neglecting u guys .

Secondly,

Thanks to Chin esp and the others . thanks for noticing what happen , know what i feel and comfort me . you guys sense something is wrong with me today . This mean quite alot to me , i feel touch and blessed when chin sms me . Thanks !

Maybe i need some self reflections , fridays has been weird nowadays

This symptoms will just occurr during my Fridays

i will feel that i am going to fall sick (diarr,headache...)
moodswings
hot tempered , frustated easily

this has been occurring for 2 weeks !

Lastly,

Excited for tomorrow !!!!

2010-05-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

Is 1.39 now

Gonna post my Babies photos up and go to slp !

it all started with jacky sending me this

therefore me and chinchin starts our babies making session

Posting our idol / hubby (chin ) hahah up and see how our "babies" look like

Our class really become ...

after the in 20 years time this is the next 1 !

in conclusion Percy's baby is still the best !

suddenly feel like placing ur photos ...

2010-05-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

damn not in a good mood currently

think i will exploded anytime so please shoo off

i am just going to split out whatever in my heart !

不是我们不介意

不要整天说对不起

我真的很不想听

你认为你们不好受，我们就很好吗

说不要管别人怎么说，你们却这么在意

大人的世界！！！

我快受不了了！

你们认为我们压力不大吗

就要这么任命吗！

我不要！

你们每次这么说你们的如果如果

一直埋怨这过去，又不想好将来！

我不知道要说什么

你让我觉得我们很没用！

just let me be alone !

Don't ask me anything !

i want to get out now ! like Now !

just feel like bursting out crying ...

2010-05-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

Monday blues again...

no idea what the hell happen to me

i can get so frustrated and demoralize so easily each day

no matter regarding work or personal matters...

i can feel that i am losing my confident

...

was so Scared yesterday ... when i head to bed . once i close my eye . Images of something that i dun wish to remember just flashed through my mind . and my head began to hurts ! what is this ?

Weird dream occur so frequently nowadays ...

am i really too stress ??

i need a getaways , need to relax !

2010-05-07T11:08:00.000-07:00

Had a belated Dew's Birthday celebration with sec school friends

is so hard for us to get together nowadays man .

Changes Changes and changes is what i can see

even me myself i feel some changes that occurs

i am not sure why am i so 不爽of the lady who took our utensils without even asking us... and why i am so emo at the start

But nvm ...

Break our record we stayed in Pizzahut nearly 3 and a half hours , running in and out to do video and etc

soend like 1/2 an hr deciding what to eat

we manage to succeed our video after like 6 takes ? haha

and off to watch IRON MAN with them . the last movie we watched tgt is on teachers day last year (year 1). And we have nv ever watch a midnight movie before =)

good start !

i am so tired now !

having headache ...

should head to bed !

nights people !

(thanks for hd and ur lovely smile !)

Happy 21 Pearl

2010-04-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

Went back from my 3 days 2 nights chalet !
Had a great time there . Is really very tiring after a whole weeks full of assessment and sch works
although had a fight with my sister before heading to aloha but after that we are fine
Sorry to steph , xin and jiajun for my sister attitude :)

When i reached there , memories just flash through my mind . If i didnt remember wrongly we get the same bungalow as what i stayed few years back with him . And i just cant stop myself from thinking about him
haiz what is this man
When we reached there is like 10 something cause of my sis . Classic : when we are waiting for taxi she called me jie very loud when i told back i cannot find her cause she was lying on the floor. BBQ starts and my favourite Durian cake haha. Pearl also got his karma for pranking me during my bdae . She has to open 21 presents ! lol
i am so glad that she loves her present that we guys bought for her " Bamboo Wacom Tablet"
Climate : kim jie saw snake in her room !

2nd day , after eating we prepared to decorated the bungalow . Playing with helium gas and decorated the whole corridors with floating balloons .
and we decided to a small version of up !
is so nice ! seriously !
And my sister so stupid ! another classic fall . She is so innocent that she believe that she tie the helium balloons around her she can fly like up . So she jump and she ly flat on the floor !
buffet was nice ! everything is so OK ! wonderful ! photoshoots at night with them are also gd !!!
Photos wih Pearl ! should get from her soon =)

is 1 now should head to bed nights !

2010-04-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

Year 2 are tedious ...
just first day of sch we have 2 projects ! what this man !
no more sleeping and waking up late
all i have to do is not to give up ! (cause my motivation usually stop after 1 week the things are given)
accidentally found a photo that was discuss today in class while flickr-ing

why must i even see u in the first day of sch
and u just walk pass like a stranger without saying hi to me
what is this ?

2010-04-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

I thought i would have treated u as friend
however i realised i could not
i tried today after almost a month , to talk to u .
Everything was as normal even my feeling towards u
What am i doing man ?
we have laughters , talk as if we are playing and joking everything was just like usual

But this time i knew my limit when to stop
is pain , i feel the pain
i don't know how to face u though

when can i just get rid of u ...

2010-04-15T08:51:00.000-07:00

Got A AWEEEEESOOOOME Orientation !

Enjoyed myself with my OGL Partner Zhihui and of course My Group Rihana peeps!

I am so Happy and of course to get a group of people who are really quite enthu !

although initially , they are like very sian type ! but when it come to games they tried their very best ! to get WET and Dirty Awesome !

We are really like a team , they interact with us especially our grp I cheer !!! (thanks to grp j cheer)

Have fun with almost every single OGL

tried out every single day yester with OGLs and so today i didnt participate much :)

icebreaker - i kana forfeit need to shout like a crazy woman and say i am crazy thanks to robin suggestion ...my grp chio bu sarah haha everyone asking abt her =) as in ogls

but fun

Soap dog and bone+musical chair+water bomb+captain's ball+i am ninja

we LOST .did not win any Props:(

but thanks to Rihana grps peep we clinch 1st !!! especially jerald !rox !!!

Really fun shouted and shouted scream do crazy stuff

but is Worth it !!!!

Love

2010-04-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

我想每个人都渴望有自己的小孩吧

不管是女的男的

只要是健康的你都会爱着他

最近我也体会到当妈妈的滋味

像个妈妈似的，喂她吃东西，帮她冲凉，照顾这她

早上还得上班

会到家又哭闹

看了真是让我火大

脾气也变得很不好

骂了她有心疼

可是孩子的一声对不起

我想都会融化每个父母的心

就会原谅他们了

不管是多么疲惫的身体

只要孩子一个微笑，就像比什么都重要和开心

这是我体会的。。。

今天这么早就睡，没了她的吵闹还有些不习惯

＝）

2010-03-29T11:52:00.000-07:00

不管过了多久

不管我心里

已经说了多少次对不起

我还是忘不了

我所说的还有你对我的好

我想我会愧疚你一辈子。。。

我及时才可以放下。。。

祝你生日快乐

2010-03-28T11:13:00.000-07:00

终于熬过来了，好辛苦

这么简单的一天让我感到很懊恼

今天，我一直在控制我自己

告诉自己我不能这么做

决定了就是决定了

没想到要忘记一个人真的比我想像的还难

简单的一句生日快乐，就这么简单的一句

就一个简单的短信

我是在害怕再次受伤吗？我不知道。。。

现在我也只能在心里默默地说

好难受！

不管怎样我真心地希望你每天都过得开开心心，不能有任何的病痛。也希望你能找到属于你的

幸福。。。

生日快乐！

2010-03-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

我觉得我是幸福很幸运的

“祸福天定别自责”

别放弃一定会看到奇迹＝）

2010-03-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

went out after work today with xin is been long long time since we 2 met . had a great time of course with lots of nonsense . Have her favourite long john and off to far east to shop for scdaddy present !

photos i will upload tomorrow as i am reall very very tired now !

and there alot of things that i am worried currently ! i dunno why !

Steph i need u !!!! hurry come back !!! =)

Days Without U

2010-03-16T10:22:00.000-07:00

16/03/10

Great Day hanging out with poly cliquekees (CHIN,JO,ALEX,JON,JUNKAI,CHARLES AND ME ) .Met around 4 to play Lan .Was my 2nd time there , and i got to play my very 1st L4D . good game to play though , love being the zombie hahah

but damn weird , everytime i went there i will feel like puking !

Got quite alot of deja vu today . Alot of scenes that seem like happen before . weird ?

as a bunch of indecisive kids we went here and there and finally settled down @ Aston

had my Double up Chicken =) good recommendation !!!

And of to POOL , have stop playing like for years , cause i am really bad at it ! and i seldom play in singapore mostly our country !

but overall i enjoyed the pool session and of course today

LOVVe today =)

15/3/10-day at universal studio

Went there yesterday about my interview with steph ! regretted for not bringing our cam ,as we dunno we can actually went in and play for free. we went with nicholas and felicia (people who interview with us )

is really amazing that we have this . is a place once u went in , u dun feel like come out . is so unbelieveable that we have this in singa

Tried on some rides and thanks guys for encouraging me to play seriously specially steph . i holded my hands tightly to her ever since i went up ! she did calm me down

All i can say is Singapore , you are really doing a great job !!! seriously !!!

i have went to several countries disneyland as compared our universal studio to their disneyland , ours are more organise !!!

seriously like when those mascot came out , if u r in other country they will just crowd around like first come first serve basis butbut singaporeans queue for it ! in a orderly manner and the staff there will help u to take using ur own camera . WELL DONE !!!

After that white dog cafe for dinner well recommendation by nicholas !

and jalan jalan with steph after tt

i dunn well i feel like just hug steph , and thank her of being there for me whenever i need her . she Knows me the best ! and i dunno how to say but simple action from her will make me feel very touched and blissful and of course thankful to have her as my friend .

Example : while we are having our dinner , i ordered paradise this drink (ice mocha float ) then after she tried she urns to me and tell me " i dun think u will like , cause is too sweet " and indeed YEs i dun like it

after tt when we went to the CD shop and i show her super junior disc cover i asked her u guess which one i like " she straight away answer the correct 1 " u like this style one"

i immediately hug her !!!!

thanks friends , simple action show tt u love me and understand me =))))

more pistures visit my FACebook sorry for the bad quality = phone cam

2010-03-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

想要放手独自往前

却发现我走不远

是否应该说再见

把心里留个空缺

isit the time to say gdbye ? i have tried ...

years have pass maybe i am in the wrong path

...

妹妹告诉我说“你喜欢一个人多就，就要用多就去遗忘这个人”

我想也是时候，把他搬离我的心了吧。。。

时间可能会让人淡忘一切

看到妹妹幸福的摸样。。。祝福她

选择错了就是错了。。。生命里的那些如果，只会留下遗憾吗。。。

2010-03-10T09:35:00.000-08:00

percy jackson hahah

as promise to practice my photoshop

here it is

any comment ?

although is another boring day of work

but i am still happy !

maybe u r the only 1 to make me happy ?

and steph too thanks for yesterday ! everything seriously to make me laugh after such a long time .After such a long period of unhappiness

a simple starbuck trip rocks !

working on the web this few days

hope it will turn out to be nice谢谢你今晚的陪伴,我好］想说我唯一爱的就是你

不知道。。。

2010-03-08T09:57:00.000-08:00

dunno what i am thinking

second day le if she didnt talk to me

i will not bother to talk to her

maybe this time i am really hurt ba

dunno what the ..... happen to me is like a cat day today !!!!

keep seeing cat and harrass by them agedok !

我不是真正的快乐。。。

2010-03-07T09:14:00.000-08:00

这几天，我发现其实我一点也不快乐

我好难过

我不知道我到底怎么做才是最好的

好怀念当初，好怀念小时候那无忧无虑的日子

常常在想，人是不是越大就越不开心。因为我们顾虑的东西变得越来越多

如果放下我会比较快乐吗？

“我以后都不管了” 这句话对吗。是不是我太冲动了

我开始害怕，觉得我很快就会变成另外一个人

我发现我开始。。。我也不知道怎么说，就好像一种变化在我体内产生

我害怕我会把自己封闭起来。。。

有时到了夜晚有时我真的很想大哭。。。

好想念以前的我。。。

谁能告诉我为什么会这样。。。

2010-03-04T07:41:00.000-08:00

getting tired of everyday life routine

work work and work

and is boring

has realised i done something wrong today 害到满多人

1 invoice open by me wrongly

so sorry

tomorrow melvin not going dunno how i survive tomorrow

really need to drag myself there nwadays

lost freedom to gain money isit worth it ?

i dunno maybe yes maybe no ....

突然有个冲动，你生日快到了，好想亲自弹一首歌给你。。。

我有机会吗？

HAPPY ?

2010-03-03T08:09:00.000-08:00

have been so unhappy after yesterday

today my face was as black as charcoal the whole day

就是开心不起来

really almost cant control my tears when talk to my aunt

no ones know how i really feel

but all thanks to steph,ys girl and boy

to make some highlights of my day

laugh quite alot

see them play badminton

plan our plans ...

hope will come true not like the previous...

真希望昨天你给我那两枚戒指，是属于我们两的

那两秒中的触摸，真让我怀念。。。

a day i lost my mickey mouse pillow...

2010-03-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

有些东西失去了，就永远得不回来

haiz i am so sad today seriously

i lost something i am so precious to me

to someone who know what i lost u guys should think i am crazy to feel sad for such a thing but for me i have lost something tt i have cherish for 18 years

but maybe like chin says

is a new start for me ?

anyways thanks to all

and thanks chin for this

she did this after i she know i am very sad

thanks

i am sick and yet need to tolerate all this ...

knew tt i have somehow inherit my mum's illness

all i can do is to relax all time and take med when i need

but just feel that my body like weaker

jiayou la !!

happy bdae to waileong hope u like the plan !!

事实上我很开心能看着你＝）

cruise

2010-02-28T05:46:00.000-08:00

Cruise this time was so called a terrifying one for me
everything start with some jams when we are driving to the harbour front
everyone seem to be late
at that point of time i am thinking whether something is going to happen ?
looking across the sea
i suddenly feel afraid
and told myself 平静的海，可变成可怕致命的东西
i dunno why and i pause at the stairs
feel that weird

heart probs , chest pain start from day 1
my throat suddenly feel so different after eating the fish . initially thought is fish bone ...but think is not
at that point of time i almost cannot breathe dunno what happen just terrifying
ate my medicine that i have stop for 3 months
chest pain was like so sudden i dunno why ! feel so tight and like numb inside ? dunno how describe
Bad dream at night too
(with tsunami big wave attacking my cruise )
and know what the next day when i saw the news on the cruise
is the 8.8 magnitude earth quake
and tsunami alert across the pacific ocean
i know we are quite safe cause we are not there .
but i just keep frightening myself.
thinking back to the weird scene me and my sister see at the afternoon, is just so weird and coincident
thinking of what happen in my dream .
and thinking what if i died the next second
weird and stupid thoughts just make me feel so scare
but no matter how scare i am
i still need to act as if i am fine and comfort all the kids that i am JAGAing
the tsunami thingie keep flashing in my mind . went into the casino first thing i saw my dad is to hug him
and he ask me not to scared ! love him he is really my pillar towards everything !

but thanks , and glad i am fine back to singapore
=)

当时我唯一的遗憾是还没和你说我想说的话。。。

2010-02-22T10:00:00.000-08:00

Today mark the last day of my YEAR one!

really happy and grateful to meet my polyreans

Especially to my Clique

Thanks !

being there for me , advising me , coaching me &etc

if is not u guys, i would have breakdown

At time when i want to giveup , u guys bring me back to the right tracks !

I really want to Thanks Chin ! She is the one , that always know what i am feeling

At times when i breakdown especially last dec . she is always there to comfort me

when i faced problems i will sms her . (beside steph)

i am really grateful !

LOVE ! nd thanks

after today the SMS i send her i realised this

不要求回报，真心的对待每个人

如果没有你，我早就像放弃

i once told alex that (if chin is a guy i sure will fell in love with her )

i really dunno how to say but thanks

ok back to today

After finish my final piece for Colour studies (6am then sleep)

i thought i will be shag

but then NO!!! still energetic

Went sakae with chin and jo

Due to the time we have for our lunch buffet

we Ordered so many plates at one go !

end up we got to hide all the food !

i will not eat sushi for one month (trauma)

Working tml all the best =)

thanks for keeping ur promise =) and rmb it =)

looking forward

ps:不是每件事都可以用问的

有时你担心说

他的答案不是你期待的

会让你很难过

因为没有勇气

去知道真正的答案

所以选择逃避

2010-02-18T10:33:00.000-08:00

IS PERCY WORLD hahaha

i am so in love with LOGAN LERMAN

seriously after watching PErcy jackson with the lightning thief

i am like crazy over him !

everywhere my desktop my hp all his photos hahaha

crazy woman

Today was really a happy day!

Met Alicia and Andrew while waiting for the 3 guys who were late !

so happy is like such a coincident

and i felt so happy that they 2 were back together !!! bless u guys !!!

really so happy to see alicia ! is been a long time ever since i saw her and of course the first thing we do is HUG hahaha

and they both join us for the movie !

CLAPCLAP

at first i dun think is nice and i keep commenting that is fake hahah !

just simply love this show after all i dont know why .

and i keep insisting that part 2 will be PERCY JACKSON AND THE CHINESE GODNESS CRUSH ALYSSA hhahahaha

and i have rename my camera as PERCY－米修 ahahah

ate at jin shan lin and off to jo house to play majong !

=)=)

MRS PERCY LERMAN hahah that me !!!

visit http://www.percyjacksonthemovie.com/ for more info after the movie

Big Aunt 84th birthday

2010-02-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

我一直在想“人为什么要这么努力的活着”

看着我身旁的长辈，努力了大半辈子得到的却是寂寞孤单

可是有的却是例外

4代同党，子孙满堂。我看到的却是他们努力一辈子得到的幸福

每个人不管任何年龄，都孝顺着她

幸福，感动。。。

我亲爱的姑姑，84岁生日快乐

Annually , either the 3rd or 4th day of chinese new year . We will celebrate my aunt birthday without fail. is so call a tradition . This year we ate at Marina Barrage . tonight i finally feel xin nian qi fen !!!

although i need to respond when i all my nephews and nieces (older than me ) call me aunty and old aunty . but i love it !

Roy , a father of 2 (nephew) gave me the ang bao and says "来来来，你的晚辈给你红包” then everyone start . follow by christopher (ahboy) ,clement weiwei wang wang aloy all start. even my cousins ! laughing at me . but i love it . feel blissed to be born here . everytime i feel tt .

i really love tonight . is like a dinner that can gathered us together every year without fail =)

saw how hey treat my aunt . everyone with love and care

我希望明年我可以带你一起参加＝）

2010-02-15T09:01:00.000-08:00

seriously i have nv nv nv feel so disappointed and sad for new year

thought tt today will be better than yesterday but NO no

today is even worst !

is so damn bored . to reflect what i have none today is considered as nothing .

no photos really taken today although i brought mi xiu out

parents went to the casino with aunt leaving us at 3sao house

dad's side relative came have so called the most fun time for today

i dunno what to say seriously damn sad and disappointed

i hate all these

hate the Cas.in.o hate the plan hate the to get bored . hate this new yr !!!!

我很失望＝（

2010-02-14T08:42:00.000-08:00

Happy New year and Valentine Day to all =)

first of all let start with some serious thing , things have been troubling me ever since i got it. haiz such a innocent bunch of kids . but after all it is so called settled today ? will she just let us go ?

i still feel not very fang xin ,like something is still wrong somewhere . what a bad way to celebrate our chinese new year !

lesson learned not be so naive next time

things that come fast will be something really weird . step by step will lead us to the end ...

ok 1st day of new yr is always our traditional PRAWN MEE cooked by my 大姨

BEST !!! this year is kind of boring though

i feel damn damn bored . Although more babies and kids are around (tt what i like ) but then the feeling towards cousin are like drifting apart .

Kind of disappointed though that we are not as bonded as last time

is worst if we have some ......in the family . is worst and scary.

I brought felix and fiona to J8 tgt with winona to have a walk cause i am really too bored after most of my relative went back . Maybe is because is the first day of New Yr tomorrow will be a better 1 ???

thanks for the short chat with me . brighten up my new yr somehow ! qidai zhe 20+++

should i or should i not ?

2010-02-13T09:01:00.000-08:00

Holidays begin !!!!

things have been so hectic for the past few weeks (last few week of the yr1) just like what i say in the previous post is only workworkwork . then make us so sick and tired of life

thanks my poly clique , yongseng bro for those camera , steph for thumbdrive and the support francis for helping me to print,mon for being my model and more to go ! thanks guy if is not u guys i will not have the motivation to continue thanks guys !!!

but nothing has gone better haiz ... holiday start another thing to worry man !

how should i quit or continue ???

thanks for being 1st to wish me again and brighten up my day !after a long sad day !

2010-02-05T12:01:00.000-08:00

is 405 now

i am quite satisfy with myself today !

i am so motivated to do work ! i have finish what i have planned to finish my chedvady box design and my redo bnw colour studies and i finished all !

and i never even nap ! well done !

back to slp and chiong tml again !

thanks for coming back and making me so motivated

if i could i really wish that i could tell u

what i always wanted to say to u !

2010-02-04T09:07:00.000-08:00

a path that so hard to go through ...

i am seriously so shag these few days, have been sleeping like 5 something everyday this week and woke like 7 something .

headaches , vomitting feeling have come more frequent that i thought .

sometime it really makes me feel like giving up ...

everything seem to be so negaive nowadays .

sitting down on the chair , u will even feel like crying and u didnt even know why u have this feeling...

5 more days to go ....

Post Birthday !!!---------

2010-01-27T05:15:00.000-08:00

Wishes From you guys !!! Once Again Thanks !

THANKS CHIN FOR THIS =)

Collage of the celebrations = STEPH,MON,XIN,YS,GIRL,BOY ,WHITLEY

CAMWHORE WITH VC0902 !!!

clearer pictures please see facebook ya !!! thanks thanks

i am disappointed , have been waiting ever since the 1st second to the last but i didn't see urs !

ranking of birthdy wishes 2010

2010-01-25T10:29:00.000-08:00

NOW the most important part that you guys who know me very well should know i will do this almost every year

but this is the very first year that i am posting the result out in my blog !

that is ur RANKING for wishing me Happy BIRTHDAY !

don't say i am lame because i am really that lame

Legend

top 10 in red ! the rest black

*-called

Ah brand
Ah Girl
Chinyu *
Pearl
Josette
Fariz
Steph
Wanie
Jhingying
Nixon
Litong
Nina
Huijun
Alex
Lixin Qin AI DE *
Jacquetta
Jonathan
Simonne
Hung*
Yongseng*
Dennis Kwek
QiLin*
Qiqi*
Munjun
Aipin
Russell KOR *
Whitley
Evelyn chong
Eunice chin
Wayne oh
Joel LEE
Kelvin Ker
Christina Lim
Junie tio ling
Dominic tung
Elaine sitoh
Yinghui TAN
Cherie Lim
Ah BOY
Don wang
Cinly LEE
Brenda LIM
Daphne NG
Alicia Tham
Nurul Fishball
Joanna
Amos
Hweeling
Billdaddy
Audrey
Roselyn
Waileong
Jieru
Robert
Dexing
Denise NG
Serene yong
Siew lang
Carole Ngu
Xinpei
Peiwen
Jannah
Charles
Sharon
Bee
Jiajun
AllanJordy
Jason
Evelyn widjaja
Grey
Catherine cheng
syakk Syakilla
Matthew tan
Chng jie
Kelly Pang
JeeKheng
Chengyong
Gwendaline
Fangchao
Peiyun
JAdey
Punpun
these is specially to the 21 people who wishes me on the note pad ! thanks thanks

i will post the wishes asap ! here thanks people !

My AWESOME 18th BIRTHDAY + Birthday party marathon

2010-01-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

i started my monday with the same mood - monday blues despite today is my birthday !

yeah and moreover i still don't believe today is my birthday is like is so not real i have lived for 18 years man !!!

Many surprises and HArdwork done ! Seriously i am first of all surprised ! touched and happy thanks u guy for making this day a memorable one for me !!!

let start my day in sequence there is no bias-ness towards any clique ya just the sequence so no jealousy!

2200= 24 jan 2010

it was really a quick and fast one ! i went to Bedok to fetch meimei with dad . AND all my cousins , nieces and nephew in law gave me a quick surprise. i sat down to watch the charity show as i thought meimei need to go bathe and all of a suddenly without any alert

they sang the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG and the cake is so special 2 slice different flavour from fish BUTBUT it is really DELICIOUS

and next was the "special" gift they prepared for nights to give me .

As pearl is in VC too , she drew some picture on it and i need to unwrapped alot of things

and FINALLY ... after 30 minutes not exaggerating but seriously , i got a ..... staple bullet !!! hahaha and thanks pearl for all these and the real gift that she gave me !!!

LOVELOVE siol

25th jan 2010!

Epsiode 1

AWESOME !

VC0902 love !!!

i enjoyed myself totally and was totally surprised !!! and of course embarass

to my poly clique ! specially thanks to my clique "CHINYU,FARIZ,WANIE,JOSETTE"

thanks for all the hardwork you guys have done for me ! and the surprises and even spent time and fork them out despite all the submissions LOVE DEAD U !

it all started as normal for ransome class ! and i still concluded that ransome was not in a good mood today . BUTBUTBUT (climax)

when he is giving his lecture on plagrism , i kana tricked and of coursed damn surprise !!!!

my clique has told him to include the cats picture as i am damn afraid of cake and place my picture with HAPPY BIRTHDAY on it at the last slide . when i turned and saw i totally stun and of course shocked !!!and the class started singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me . i totally dont know how to react all i feel at that point of time is i felt so bliss to have u guys as my friends and thanks for the love !!!

and of course the almonde fruit pie ! thanks for travelling all the way to queentown to buy

and this is not the end !

more embarrassing stuff to go ...

i was asked to wear the hat that they crafted for me all around the school to ask people to write a note for me !

i will remember those who REJECTED my request !!! and of course thanks for those who helped me and wishes me !!!

for more info === check out my facebook video !

and thankd Fariz for editting the video !!!

and i got to take photos with everyone in my class !

conclusion : i am really really touched and surprised ! thanks so much VC0902 ! thanks thanks i will sure be tiongxin1314 to u guys !!!for those who i haven say thanks , i will say it here ! thanks everyone , you know who you are ! lovelovelove

Epsiode 2

my "forever clique" (secondary school)

ok first of all i must thanks ah girl for helping me to carry all my barang barang today and of course to come and celebrate my bdae party even though he has a test tomorrow ! thanks !

and secondary yongseng monkey congee for bluffing me that he will not be celebrating with me due to some church events

but them as his clever jiejie i know he will not do that to me so i jiajia pretend angry hahaha ! cause he say i am always number 1 in his heart !!! right ?

ok ok meet them at toa payoh interchange and i saw my Lurb ones !!!

STEPH,XIN,MON,BOY,YS,FISHBALL,WHITLEY ,AND OF COURSE GIRL for the others like JADEY,BILL ,DEW,THAIJIN due to something being held up they could not cele with me but nevermind they wishes me liao

so yeah bought poyeyes and off we went to the roof garden to cele my birthday (a place where steph says that there is alot of toilet !but no!) met miss woon ,mj,dk,justin on the way and they wishes me happy birthday thanks guys !!!

and because of the angel that poly clique crafted i was the centre of attraction , passerby will ask what this ?so cute! how u make it? isit for competition? and etc !

lighting up the candles at the roof garden is really a challenge , the wind is so strong that ....

so my birthday song become so draggy hahahha but i like this special edition birthday songs !

times with them are never boring never worries never fell troubles just simply love the days we are tgt ! thanks to those who make this so possible !

steph thanks for the card u made for me 755th day ! really love u just the way u love me !

and to all that make this a success ! thanks guys ! life without u guys will just be so terrible !

ahboy for performing a magic trick for my bdae !!! that make me "EHH!!!""" surprises

poeyeye was ate there !!!!

and sorry to cause any troubles cause u guys have lots of things on hand current and test to

but love u guys and thanks !!!

Epsiode 3

hung and jhingying treating me alot of food but i am full !

had a lepak session at yakun , and mac

says lot and lot of stuff !!!

thanks hung and jhingying for insisting -meet me to cele my birthday with me !

even though i can only meet u guys like 9-10 this time

is like spending my last 2 hours of my birthday lepaking with them

thanks !!!

Final speech

my whole days was seriously full of surprises ! that make me feel so not realistic ! i somehow felt that i am in a dream and the question" is today really my birthday " keep flashing through my mind. i am seriously touched that i almost cried but i couldnt cant blame me cause i am not a person who cry so easily. you guys are really great people ! who seriously have succeeded to make this day a memorable one for me ! lurb u guys ! Thank you (90 degree bow ) muacksmuacks

photos will be uploaded tomorrow here !

2010-01-22T09:27:00.000-08:00

after 7 hours(excluding eating chatting transporting) . i am proudly present my artwork for colourstudies (my own self portrait - in achromatic colours )

this is th very very first time i am proud of what i did ! maybe i only can do work outside , maybe i can concentrate more ! thanks tiongxim 1314 for keeping me accompany even though is just in school =)

today is also the very first time i stay in school until like 10 . and worst i never bring my phone so is = more than 12 hours without phone ...

works load is like millions for us to entertain and we as tiongxim 1314 decided to become chiongster haahahaha so we stayed back after class to late night to complete what we have to complete . yeahhhh and after that Josette chin and me went to amk hub and stay there to paint !!!!! and we managed to board the last train back home

summary of this week = sick sick sick

went to see 24 hrs dr on the very first day and the next day family dr (due to my breathing problem )and tomorrow hospital .

maybe i am lack of something call APPLE .(an apple a day keep the doctor away !) haiz hope i will leave all these" troubles " behind and welcome a healthy18th ME

ok ok time to go for bed !

i am satisfy with what u have done today !!!

2010-01-16T10:02:00.000-08:00

i have get so busy that i have no time to blog on in another word i don't feel like blogging due to my laziness.

just finished reading stephsteph's blog and i think is through that

As we get older , our thoughts will also become more negative

and sometime tears will just roll down from our eye and you doesnt know what you are crying for

like what i say in the earlier post there is so many work ,assignment, project lots and lots of things for me to entertain and yet i have no mood no motivation no inspiration to entertain all these

at this place i seriously have no mood no feeling to do anything

sometime the feeling is so horrible that i will just vein out my anger to anyone

blaming myself for so useless sometime

hating every single thing i must settle

i hate the life here !!!

i hope we could leave but i realise is impossible !!!

not so soon...

all i could do is to force myself !!!

and believe i can do it ! i can survive !!!

2010-01-11T10:40:00.000-08:00

突然领悟到再收悉的彼此也有一天会成为擦肩而过的陌生人

work work and work are pilling up

and worst thing is i don't have any motivation and inspiration (MOOD) to entertain all these stuffs

i feel the pressure , i feel so stress up !

sleepless nights , just to entertain my work

time management is poor due to my no moodness

how man ??? how ??? how ????

olvl english Results are out

and i am glad to achieve this

2010-01-06T09:50:00.000-08:00

事实上有时后我真的很讨厌这收悉的地方

虽然曾有很多美好开心的回忆

但是

如今这些回忆也不在存在了

我真的很恨！

我好像离开，好像有个更好的避风港！

在这里没有一天逃的过争吵。。。

我厌倦这样的生活

。。。

为什么你不在我身边。。好想好想你